Sunday, August 5, 2007

Overwhelming lack of focus

I just did what i have done before...got wrapped up in a whirlwind of possible shows to enter, galleries to pursue, shows to pitch....this should be a good thing...but, what gnerally happens, is that even though i am pursuing venues to display my artwork,i get the information i make plans...the truth is that it i just TOO MUCH...too much to deal with....I have to come to reality about this...

There was a time, when it was JUST me that i ahd all the free time in the world...all the silence in the world tofocus and accomplish....but, these days...I am too easily distracted by REAL life....The pitter patter of little feet, the realities that are relationships and family....things that are next to impossible to forego in order to pursue 5 shows at once....

I say this not out of frustrationg with the beuaty of love and friendship andfamily i have....i say this in trying to bring myself to reality...in order to not completely oerload my circuits and let something important go by the wayside...

I have to re-learn my abilities...the amount of pressure i can handle in thsi area...a way to balance all of my loves...

I have to learn balance...to pick and choose my battles wisely...to pick andchoose my opportunities wisely...to hone it down.... to figure out my approach... so that I can hang out with my child and at the same time launch an art campaign and PR....it is a tight-rope walk....

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